A thought spurred from Mom's comment on a Ch8 drama earlier. "Ha, the wife is so pretty why did the husband still stray?" I wondered too. As usual, I can't let a topic rest without making some kinda lulu comments, and so I rambled. "One is never enough, men will not be satisfied with one. Look at that fooker and me, I'm also pretty wot but he ended up marrying someone else." Mommy burst out laughing. Was she laughing at my complacency?
Just a little dip into a topic resulted in a whole lot of memories pouring out. Reminded me of how foolish I was and how I naively thought we were a match made in heaven. Yea, right. There ain't no such match. As soon as a perception is formed, I realised it is rather difficult to change it. Made me think of what he used to say. "It's not about how much you have done for me." I totally concur. Now. Everyone view the world with tinted glasses, the only difference is the extent of it. I am guilty of jumping gun and being judgmental too. Had the situation been reversed would I have done the same he did? I dunno, really. But I do know if I were to replay the entire scene again, I would definitely make it better. Pro me perhaps.
I said I won't mention about him again in this new blog. Well, at least I have omitted to mention his name. Thoughts of him are random now. Almost one and a half years since we ended, there is no more hurt no more pain just a whole load of hatred. Today, someone else has replaced the silly grin I used to have on my face whenever his name was mentioned; it's now someone else's name. The same someone else who has oredi formed his perception too. I know we won't make it cos we won't even have the chance to try. Now wot's the famous clique? "It has all ended before it even got started." Or was it some lyrics from some song?
If I have to spell out right from the beginning why I like him, this time I won't withhold. **SC is witty, tacky and oh-so-funny. And on the only solo 'date' we had, I felt comfy. No pressure in his presence. I enjoy his company. It is a very refreshing and different kinda feeling altogether that I like. He is inspirational. I am inspired by his drive and his commitment towards his business and life. I will always treasure our friendship.
Time to crash. with a bleeding heart that is. I have just spent S$132 on a 'dead sea' mask. It better be good man, else I will bring it back and throw it in the sale person's face. Nite nite world. Nite nite YOU. : )
Just a little dip into a topic resulted in a whole lot of memories pouring out. Reminded me of how foolish I was and how I naively thought we were a match made in heaven. Yea, right. There ain't no such match. As soon as a perception is formed, I realised it is rather difficult to change it. Made me think of what he used to say. "It's not about how much you have done for me." I totally concur. Now. Everyone view the world with tinted glasses, the only difference is the extent of it. I am guilty of jumping gun and being judgmental too. Had the situation been reversed would I have done the same he did? I dunno, really. But I do know if I were to replay the entire scene again, I would definitely make it better. Pro me perhaps.
I said I won't mention about him again in this new blog. Well, at least I have omitted to mention his name. Thoughts of him are random now. Almost one and a half years since we ended, there is no more hurt no more pain just a whole load of hatred. Today, someone else has replaced the silly grin I used to have on my face whenever his name was mentioned; it's now someone else's name. The same someone else who has oredi formed his perception too. I know we won't make it cos we won't even have the chance to try. Now wot's the famous clique? "It has all ended before it even got started." Or was it some lyrics from some song?
If I have to spell out right from the beginning why I like him, this time I won't withhold. **SC is witty, tacky and oh-so-funny. And on the only solo 'date' we had, I felt comfy. No pressure in his presence. I enjoy his company. It is a very refreshing and different kinda feeling altogether that I like. He is inspirational. I am inspired by his drive and his commitment towards his business and life. I will always treasure our friendship.
Time to crash. with a bleeding heart that is. I have just spent S$132 on a 'dead sea' mask. It better be good man, else I will bring it back and throw it in the sale person's face. Nite nite world. Nite nite YOU. : )
