Freedom finally! I am done with Grunig, Hofstede, Kotter, Kotler and the likes! That is of course if I pass corp comms; I have screwed up the exams big time. Fingers crossed. Now I need at least one month to recuperate from the stress of the last few months. Then begin my new journey again. :)
Friendships. Had a thought last night of someone who used to call me some evenings and greet me by my Chinese name. Let's call him CC. CC and I used to hang out quite a bit and I enjoyed his company and all his juicy scandals and deep dark secrets. He was also the one who brought the 'best' into my life and I really treasured our friendship but at the end of the day, I realised he has never really been my friend and he is no longer my friend. He has relocated since and we have stopped contacting each other. Perhaps not becos of his relocation but becos he was never really my friend to begin with. Friendships, kinships, relationships are all alike. Do they all have an expiry date? Seems like no matter how much effort is put in to maintain one it never seem to last. Many friends have came and gone but I am glad that I have met them at different phases of my life; they all shone different lights. I dunno ever since when I stop putting in effort to be nice; cordial at best. Becos I dun want to regret when a friendship can no longer be maintained or to know that the person I called friend eventually end up betraying me. Building relationships with others is no longer my forte.