I'm often amazed by the choices I make in life. They could be for very trivial stuff but are very often bad. And sometimes these choices were only made after much deliberation but still, bad.
Deliberation does not always equate to putting in proper thoughts and consideration. Sometimes it's just an act of procrastination. And so ya I make bad choices in life. More often than I would like to admit.
I made yet another just last night. Been telling myself to close the door since you have already walked out but just as I was about to close it you walk right back in and swing the door wide open. And what makes matter worse is I welcome you back in with open arms. WTF was I thinking? I dunno.
I know I deserve much better than this but how often do I feel such connection with anyone? You're probably the first in a long time. You're not going to walk with me till the end and I don't even know how long you will stick around but I'm happy to indulge in you at least for now.
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